Wednesday, September 28, 2011

15 weeks 4 days

You are 15 weeks and 4 days today, little one.

Your abah has been a great help to both you and me. He has been doing housework and leaving us to rest and more rest. It’s been a tough journey for us to have you.We tried everything to get you and finally turned to the specialist to have few test to be done. My heart broke a million when gynae mentioned I don’t ovulate. At that point of time, I thought it was the end of the world for me. Doctor prescribed me with dydrogesterone and clomid. Was seriously disappointed with the first round of clomid because the result was negative. Your abah has never ever pressured me. He gave me encouragement instead. I didn’t continue with clomid right after the first one. We went for a holiday to Bandung and I promised your abah that I will continue with the medication once we come back to Singapore. I was too depressed to even think about getting pregnant.

In June this year, I started with 2nd round of increased clomid prescription followed by few session of baby dance. HEHE...Abah promised me that if the result is negative, we will be going for travelling and more travelling. And so we waited...In July, I cant remember when but after one of the late night hangout at Spize Simpang Bedok with your abah, along and uncle boy, we came home. Being anxious, I peed on a HPT kit. Waited for awhile and then I cried.......We saw a faint positive line! Alhamdulillah. Abah hugged me tight to till I sleep.I tested more than 5 times to confirm and double confirm. Allah is Great. Syukur Alhamdulilah!

We love you before we even see and touch you baby. Be good baby. I am always praying to ALLAH that you be a healthy !

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

12 weeks 3 days

Hello Bb love.


Alhamdulilah. You are ok sayang. Your first time parents are sooper dooper excited.Your daddy just got to stand in front of the screen to take a closer look. We saw your little hands, legs, nose and even mouth! Be good honey! We love you..