A week after getting our huge investment

Its already one week after getting hold of the keys. Heeeeeeeeeee!



Hood and Hob - Done (Thank you Dad for fixing up)


Painting of living room and rooms - Done ( Thank you Husband, Father in law, Bro in law, Kak Long, Zul)


Wiring for kitchen - Done (Thank you Husband, You are the best)


Thank you abah for the new lightings!


Gain City is delivering our washing machine , fridge and oven this coming Saturday. ( Thank you Kak Ngah, Father and Mother for sponsoring)



Kitchen Cabinet confirmed. (Thank you Mama.)


We will move out after Aidiladha... :(

Bapak

This morning, I went to work sooper early. Father still smoking his ciggies when I left. I was over at the side of the road and he was at the window looking at me walking towards the MRT..

Oh I am afraid to lose him.

I love you, Bapak.

:(

So........................

Another 11 days to house keys. Hubster and myself is busy looking for contractor for our kitchen cabinet. Busy hooking up for appointments with all sorts of contractor. Wish us luck.

Honestly speaking, I am excited, happy and tra la la la la. However,past few nights, whenever I am alone, I feel really really sad. It is difficult to explain that feeling but I think this has got to do with moving out. I 've been at parent's house in Serangoon for 25 years of my life. I grow up here. Good memories....Bad memories...Oh how can I cope.

When Hubster moves out to stay with my family after we got married, he got emotional down. When I questioned him, why. He didnt answer.And now, when we finally got our own home and moving out soon, I feel it. Been crying the past night whenever I am alone. Dont get me wrong. I am not forcing myself to move out. I love to be independent. Its just that I 've been so so so so close to Mum, Dad. I may not be a good sister to my siblings. I may not be always there for them. But I will miss the little moments when my brother scare me when I comes out of the toilet. I will miss irritating my sisters. I will miss waking up, hearing Mum's nagging.

You know, that little little things... :(

Yesterday, we got back home late. I peeked into parent's room. Father sleeping with his shorts.(he usually sleeps with his sarong, btw) So I take a closer look(just to check, heh!), then walked back to my room. Few minutes after that, he came knocking at mr room door. " Ina, Kau nak apa?"And so I said " Takde pape, Nak tgk bapak aje."

Maybe its just me. Alot of people moves out from parents' place. Do they feel the same as what I feel now?

Mum has been saying," Kau dtg hari-hari amik lauk". Its not that I dont want. I respect my husband's decision - to educate me to be independent and responsible too. He want us to be able to stand on our our own. But I cant bring myself to tell her, oh no Mum, I am not coming everyday.

Mak and Pak - Me love you both many2. Semoga di panjang kan usia. Insya Allah.
Sisters - If you all happen to read this. Thank you for everything single second that we all share at 332. Me love you both also.
Bro - Congratulation for your long awaited room. Wa sayang sama lu bro.

To Husband,

Thank you for being the sweetest husband on earth minus the temper and naggings. I love you alot.

I may sound ridiculous. Hougang and Serangoon is too near but.......................................