smelly pillow and me

Oh....I've been waiting for today for so long.I slept the whole afternoon and ahhhh, shiok giler..I realised that I miss my smelly pillow. The pillow that my mum is eyeing to throw. Haha.

Oh well. Since today,there is no urgent job at the bungalow, I spent the whole day at home. Only after magrib just now, B asked me to accompany him for dinner at Serangoon Garden. Other than that, I lazed around in my room. What a day.

B completed his course and will start his permanent shift which I somehow have to adapt. (or issit already adapt?).Hmmmm.. I somehow wish to drag him to be a civil servant. But later ah. The only plan is to hope that we could survive marriage life. Especially the financial issues. Other than that we are mentally ready! We hope to live comfortably,to be independent and to get a house soon. Insya Allah. I wouldnt want to talk about the queue number eh....It is so disappointing!Bleargh...

Getting a house is all about luck. We just got to wait then. I dont know whether you are reading but anyway, I love you la hor.

For now,it is smelly pillow time!

still happy

Pardon me. I am feeling a lil pissed about something.

Sometimes,I really thinks that life is unfair. You know, about some issues that happened to me and some stupid morons a couple of years ago. Rude words were exchanged. The morons started interfered,started the mess, called me names and I joined in and taadaaaa..Up till now, I am the bad bad person. I have alot of eyes around me. My blog. My work.My family.My love life.They will eye on my little mistake and make the whole world knows about it. I used to feel down, sad and all the negative feelings. But for now, I dont bloody care. They are nobody to judge me. They are not going to help me when I need help. So................

If the morons ever got the chance to see this blog of mine, I would only say, the world is not yours. You are not perfect yourself and stop thinking highly of yourself. Go get a life.

B and myself, together with my parents went over to ROMM to confirm the details. Afterwhich, father drove us to Joo Chiat. I finally got to eat the all time favourite dish at Hjh Maimunah - Siput Sedut!! Yum.

Speaking of food, the two of us had late dinner at the newly open indian restaurant at Little India. I tell you, their butter chicken is marvellous with exception that the meal was expensive. Yelah,kata restaurant kan. I will definitely come back. Not often tho..

For now, I want to meet Alice. Alice in Wonderland. Good Day.

59th month

Thank you for being there for me for all this years..Thank you for being you.

Actually, my legs are still aching. Work have been hectic and I am sooper busy preparing for the seminar at Bukit Chandu. Oh yeah, there is an article about the bungalow in Berita Minggu. Come on world, do drop by! =)

Anyhoots, legs are still aching due to the fact, yesterday we went to look for ribbons at spotlights. I was suppose to rest at home but since mum, auntie and sister are around, it is better. I am no good in deciding the colour combination. Haha. Thank you auntie & sister for helping me to decide!Thank you sister for paying too. =p.

Happy Mum's Day to Mak, Mother in law, Aunties. I love you all.

Quote of the day,
Hating us wont make you pretty.

exciting hor.

This two weeks would prolly be rushing,stressful,heartbreaking, lethargic, running around and everything else. The seminar is next week and with the swine flu outbreak, they are changing to another location. I just want next week to be over soon! Argh.

Speaking of good things, the dulang for the hantaran is ready! I dropped by neighbour's place and got really excited after she showed me the 'sarang burung' . Hahahahaha....Siap dengan burung sekali....Hahaha...And now I am wondering where the hell shall I put the helmet. Weee....I am excited plus nervous plus plus plus............There is always something to look forward to. For now, I think I am ready to overcome my fear! And to stop thinking about the stupid nightmare.

Anyhoots, today I want to say thank you to my boss who scolded me for nothing and made me cry. Haha.

Ada Esah , Ada Abas
Ada hari, Boleh balas

Quote of the day,
Love yourself before you even love others.

doing greaaat

Time really past very fast. Without me knowing,it is already May. I am busy doing everything. Haha. I managed to get the wedding cards which everyone think is cute. The new bed and dressing table has arrived. I threw alot of unwanted junks from my wardrobe and save some space for B. I bought pillows and tried the new comforter set.I tried my 3 inch wedding heels and walked around the room. Hmmm. I just need more time to complete everything.

The next thing that I am sooper lazy to do is to follow Mum to sent the cards. But I guess, I am left with no choice. Hehe. I am abit sad too because my darling Perthling cant be here but I am happy for you for your new posting to Canada!Good luck sweetheart!

Dearest B, Thank you and I love you many many.
Mum & Dad, Thank you for helping and being kanchiong. I love you too.
Siblings, Thank you for everything. I love you all.
Aunt, Thank you for your time. God bless you and your family.
Girlfriends, Thank you for listening to my whining.

I love me and thank Allah for everything.

Quote of the day,
Be yourself and dont look stupid by copying and pasting something else from the internet and made it as if it was written by you. It is so fake.