me and him

We fought.We cried.We laughed.We hate.We love. After all these years, he was the one who taught me the meaning of life. I love you B. Thank you for being you. Thank you for everything.

Work.

I am now at Pepys Road. Working on a Saturday really sucks. There were some VIP guest who came these morning and I got pissed off. I worked so hard trying to ensure everything went smoothly. And my efforts are not even being appreciated. Am really disappointed. When I took over the centre 8 months ago, the place were messy. But now, the office are so clean and everything is placed nicely. I dont want credits but at least ..............Argh.

I am so tired now because I got home late yesterday and woke up too early for today event. B is reaching soon and I think I would feel better with him around to give me encouragement. Bleargh..

Yeah. I am getting married soon. Wish me luck.


Quote of the day,

Put your heart, mind, intellect and soul even to your smallest acts. This is the secret of success. ~Swami Sivananda

still here

I was too busy with work. It took up majority of my time. I am loving the job because it gave me confidence and another point is that I can achieve my dream soon! Heh. Anyway, I’ve been busy too, you know preparing for the wedding. I’ve been drinking a lot of plain water and climbing up and down the staircase. I am not intending to lose a lot of weight in these two months. Being healthy and fit is all that I need. Medical report from KKH is out and no negative results. It is just my hormones are not stabilized yet. And because of these, it causes the acne problems. There is improvement after the last laser procedure and B is sponsoring the next one ( which I guess hefta wait after wedding) My dermatologist recommended to use La Roche Posay products. I am in love with them because my skin are suitable with them. B thinks I am crazy because I bought a 15ml serum which cost me a bomb. Haiz…

My wedding cards is still not ready. The other day when I went over to check, there are a lot of mistakes. Stoopid people. They spelt Haji as Naji. And they spelt my father in law’s name wrongly. Argh. And now, he is asking me to come down and check again next week. If the cards are still not printed, I will definitely take action! Dolmat punya apek!Father has been cleaning the house every weekend and there is no words that can describe how thankful I am to have a father like him. I love you many many, Bapak.Apart from cleaning everything, I did cleaned my room and gave away my bed to sister and sister actually gave her sofa bed to B. The room is sooper messy with (as usual), the cartons of boxes and no bed. Yah, NO BED. For the past 2 weeks, I have been sleeping on a stoopid old mattress. Maybe that is the reason, my body have been aching badly. Hehe. Last weekend eventually, I bought a new queen size bed for ehem ehem, the pantins. Haha. I did grabbed a dressing table with a cute little stool. So more or less, the room are done. The curtains will be delivered anytime now. Hmmm. Do I need flowers? I am no good in arranging flowers. I was thinking to get people to buy lotsa of red roses and dump them in a vase and tadaaaaaa..Simple and nice.

Ohh..I shall stop now because I am going back home soon.

Quote of the day,

Love is one long sweet dream, and marriage is the alarm clock. ~Author Unknown

my hair

Long long time

It has been very loooong....I 've been busy with work,wedding preparations etc.....You know I am just pissed off by the actions of people trying to keep me in the dark about a certain issues. Oh whatever.

B and me viewed a house. The location is superb! However, there is alot of renovation works that need to be done.. We are not rushing into. If we get it, then good for us la. If we dont get it, it is just not our luck.....

I so cannot wait for the wedding to be over. I wouldnt want to explain so much.
HFor now, I am so so pissed.