I am me.

What a Tuesday. I don’t wish to go to Hongkong for 3 weeks for the presentation . Do I have a choice??Argh. I went over to KKH for medical checkup and the doctor gave me pills. I have to stop with the other supplements then. I’ve been going for vertical jogging at work. Haha. Actually, the main purpose is because, I am over seeing a big project at the roof. So everyday, I have to go up via the staircase. Argh Argh. It is sooo tiring.

I am feeling stressful now. With the heavy work loads, sometimes, I feel like breaking down. Many times, I spoke to B and cried my heart out. It is not that I am sad or whatever but when I cry, I would feel much better. And I would be happy if they upgrade me further with all the sacrifices I made for work. With the Fire Safety Manager certificate, I would prolly want to practice the post now. That would mean additional pay. Hurhur. But, by having a bigger pay means bigger responsibilities. Haiz……………....Anyhoots,I love my job. I got to communicate with all levels of people. From Bangladeshi worker to even people from UK,Indonesia and etc! Likewise I always complain about the job, it is the best job I ever got. I just got to manage, liase, talk, shout, write, complain and etc…..Isn’t it good?

For many times, I push away the good opportunities that came to my life. Like how I remembered I don’t want to go KL for attachment. Like how I got a scholarship and cannot continue doing it. So many other things which people might think, “ eh bodoh nye dekni taknak grab the opportunity.” I always believe things happen for a reason. I may not see the reason yesterday, today or tomorrow. It might be years to come. Eg;After my 'O' levels, I thought I made a mistake by taking building and drafting course in ITE. I regretted for not choosing Information Technology or Business Studies.But now almost a decade after 'O'levels, I confidently say I am proud for making that decision that I made that very day with *Duta!!

I must thank B who has been around to support me in everything I do. I love you very much. Not forgetting my Mum and Dad who gives me everything. Nothing can repay whatever you all done for me. I love you all very much.

* Duta is my ex boyfriend(Name has been changed)

Quote of the day,

The purpose of life is not to be happy - but to matter, to be productive, to be useful, to have it make some difference that you have lived at all. ~Leo Rosten