PB

B would be getting his performance bonus.Teehee.Aku yang excited eh. Haha.

Still no news of my PB. The Boss did mentioned that he is pleased with my team for all our works. Hehe. But I wouldnt want to think so much about it. Whatever they give, I take. Kira kan...tak cerewet ah.Yang penting happy. :P

We got less than 3 months to our wedding. I am pretty excited about it and tra la la la.....Phuket!! I am so excited about going to Phuket too. I almost cancel the trip because the other day, I dreamt about going to Boracay. haha

Haiz. I love Fridays..

Quote of Day,

Always strive to excel, but only on weekends. ~Richard Rorty

I am me.

What a Tuesday. I don’t wish to go to Hongkong for 3 weeks for the presentation . Do I have a choice??Argh. I went over to KKH for medical checkup and the doctor gave me pills. I have to stop with the other supplements then. I’ve been going for vertical jogging at work. Haha. Actually, the main purpose is because, I am over seeing a big project at the roof. So everyday, I have to go up via the staircase. Argh Argh. It is sooo tiring.

I am feeling stressful now. With the heavy work loads, sometimes, I feel like breaking down. Many times, I spoke to B and cried my heart out. It is not that I am sad or whatever but when I cry, I would feel much better. And I would be happy if they upgrade me further with all the sacrifices I made for work. With the Fire Safety Manager certificate, I would prolly want to practice the post now. That would mean additional pay. Hurhur. But, by having a bigger pay means bigger responsibilities. Haiz……………....Anyhoots,I love my job. I got to communicate with all levels of people. From Bangladeshi worker to even people from UK,Indonesia and etc! Likewise I always complain about the job, it is the best job I ever got. I just got to manage, liase, talk, shout, write, complain and etc…..Isn’t it good?

For many times, I push away the good opportunities that came to my life. Like how I remembered I don’t want to go KL for attachment. Like how I got a scholarship and cannot continue doing it. So many other things which people might think, “ eh bodoh nye dekni taknak grab the opportunity.” I always believe things happen for a reason. I may not see the reason yesterday, today or tomorrow. It might be years to come. Eg;After my 'O' levels, I thought I made a mistake by taking building and drafting course in ITE. I regretted for not choosing Information Technology or Business Studies.But now almost a decade after 'O'levels, I confidently say I am proud for making that decision that I made that very day with *Duta!!

I must thank B who has been around to support me in everything I do. I love you very much. Not forgetting my Mum and Dad who gives me everything. Nothing can repay whatever you all done for me. I love you all very much.

* Duta is my ex boyfriend(Name has been changed)

Quote of the day,

The purpose of life is not to be happy - but to matter, to be productive, to be useful, to have it make some difference that you have lived at all. ~Leo Rosten

Lucky

B just got me the book, The Charming Man by Marian Keyes. It could at least keep me occupied.Hurhur.

Anyway B came over for dinner. Outta sudden, I felt so lucky. Lucky that I got to know B. He may be hot tempered but he could be nice too. He never fail to give the best to me and to everyone. Never stingy.Always share. I am just one lucky person. He might be shouting and nagging but actually its for my own good.

For all I know, he is independent. He can do the housework(hehe, I hope after marrying me, he can still continue to help me around.haha).He wash his clothes after everything pile up. He wash the dishes after he used them.He cook.

He may not be perfect but for me,he is my everything,. What more can I ask for?

So.........

We discussed about the two days event with my eheem ehemm wedding planner and the cameraman too. Haha. I strictly told him that I dont want to do any stoopid posing in front of the camera!!No way...

Quote of the day'

A spoilt brat will never win.

My Weekend

Argh. I dont feel like counting down.Everything is so fast.

I went out with my sisters today. Initially,we wanted to go to Ben & Jerry but were too lazy to queue. We ended up in Secret Recipe and i love love the choco cake!

Must thank second sister for treating us. Weee.. I got a whole set of Clinique makeups. Hehe.

I am very stressful now. Havent seen B for quite a number of days. I miss him.

Quote of day,

No money,no talk.

Tired

All thanks to the rushing and mini shopping at Batam yesterday.My body are all aching badly. Mum and myself bought alot of things - detergent la body soap la etc etc. Fuh. damn cheap sia. Haiz.

I very lazy. Very lazy to get up.Aiyah.

Quote of the day,

monday will never change.

blackberry not?

I am blogging away with my new phone. I got myself Nokia E63 and for B,he chose the better one E71. Since i am needed to get 24hrs email for work, I prolly would apply for pushmail. I arranged an appointment with my IT engineer to install the settings.

I am still dying to get an I-phone.Sob Sob. But nevermind. Hurhur.I gave my LG Ks20 to sister and sorry lil brudder, you got too many phones.

Enjoy your weekend people!

Quote of the day,

doesnt mean by having a car it implies that you are rich. Sometimes,it cause you to be poorer without you knowing.

Friday the 13th

Woohoo.

I got a new phone. I got a new phone..Tra La La..Thank You B.

B and myself are going to have dinner at Mak Busu's place. I smell BBQ chicken!! Haha.

I love Fridays!I simply love Friday. Yahoo.

Quote of the day,

There aren't enough days in the weekend. ~Rod Schmidt

Marchie March

It is already the middle of the week. How time flies. With all the financial year closing, it is driving me crazy. I decided to follow Mum to Batam this Sunday. Not fair for her to go with Aunt when she is intending to get the curtains for my rooms. More or less, I have to accompany them, shop with them and carry the stuff for them. Heh!

March is ending too soon. Argh.

When I think about the wedding, it gives me a feeling that I cannot describe. It is just a mixed feeling of everything. Thank you love for loving me. Thank you Mum for everything. Thank you Dad for sponsoring the catering. Thank You sisters for sponsoring and giving me ideas for the wedding. Thank You Mak Busu for every little things that you do. Thank you so much. Without all of you, I would be dead by now.

Quote of the day,

Don't marry the person you think you can live with; marry only the individual you think you can't live without. ~James C. Dobson

Sorry. I got D for my English Paper for 'O' Levels.

As mentioned in the subject above, it was not the end for me after I enrolled myself to ITE. I never never regret. I got good grades. Went to poly skipping the first year. Good Grades. Start working to seek for experiences. Gained enough and left.Be the first female officer in a company.Was responsible for the operation for a choo choo.Left even though was being counter offer to a higher pay. Start working and again became the first female officer in charge for 3 institutions. Got offered to continue study. Got offered to work in Aussie.

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Alhamdulilah. It pays when you work really hard. Eventhough, I cant enjoy the two offers given, I feel so blessed.

Woah. Apologize for a few days break.

You know, that night on B birthday, we had dinner at Lau Pa Sat and afterwhich we headed down to Insomnia. The rest was history. The whole lot of us had fun jumping around. Hehe.

Anyway, I went for my consultation with Dr P at NSC today. She is not recommending me to go for the next surgery anytime soon because it will take about 6 months to recover. I guess, I hefta to wait for the wedding and follow up with the next one. I spent hundreds of smackeroos today buying the lotion and etc. Oh damn. I guess I-Phone has to wait .

We went over to look look see see for his mama birthday pressie. We decided to get a watch and suddenly, it reminds me of my DKNY that he bought for hantaran which is still in the cupboard. How terrible eh, to wait until June. Argh.

And now, I am so so sleepy. I am going to Geylang Serai tommorrow with mum,sisters,aunt and cousin! We are going to print the wedding cards and please, I want a black and gold card too! Since the matriach are paying, will not ask for expensive cards. I believe majority of the people will not even bother to keep or frame them right? So why waste money buying the expensive one? Up to individual actually.

Ok toodles.

Quote of the day,

One should examine oneself for a very long time before thinking of condemning others. ~Moliere

27th

HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY LOVE!

Both of us were chilling at HV. At 12 am sharp, I hugged him and shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I told him what I got him for his birthday and he is eager to see them. He sent me back home up to the lift landing and waited for me to go in to my crib. hahaha..Dia ingat aku nak amik presents pastu pass kat dia! Wait long long la ok! hurhur. I am so evil.

I love you darl. Love every bit of you.

Quote of the day,

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip. ~Author Unknown

Proud of them

What a bengap weekend for me. B can be such a pain in the ass at times. Argh. Stoopid. Stoopid.

We went over to Mimi's gig at Arts House. I am so proud of the lil kiddo. For a first timer, the band is awesome! You go boys! God Bless you kids. There are a few short video that B took. These are one of them and please do enjoy it. Going to a gig made me feel 10 years younger. Haha. Oh Well.

I was thinking to try out baking a chocolate cake for B instead of cupcakes. Heh! I am so fickled minded! It looks easy measy. Haha. B is not someone who will say nice or sedap or whatever. So no matter how hard you try, he will say, oklah. He will only say sedap to shut other's mouth. And I am so used to it. Hurhur. B oh B. I really thought the idea of baking a butter cake with chocolate butter cream frosting is delicious! I baked a butter cake today, and it looks awesome even though I didnt got the chance to eat it. Bleargh!

There is another 110 days and B will move out and stay with his new family. And also, a whole new family for me too. And its time for him to learn to say Mak and Bapak. And for me, Mama and Abah. Hehe.How awkward eh for both of us eh.

Quote of the day,

Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family. ~Anthony Brandt