Chilling Out at HV

Its been a long time since B and me chill out at HV. A very long long time. We had a sumptous dinner and simply talked and joked about everything. It kept me wondering, maybe that is the reason I fall in love with him. I so cannot wait for the paintball event. I love you b. Love you very much. Love you even tho at times you are pain in the ass.

We somehow thought that by 1st May, we shall stop meeting each other. Relax more. Eat less. Exercise more. Do whatever we want. So much to list down in here.

Anyhoots,I decided to have a simple birthday dinner with him and sister in law at Lau Pa Sat. Sister and future brother in law would prolly join in together.Instead of ordering a birthday cake, I thought baking cupcake for him would be good. Since Lau Pa Sat would be available only at night, then I will have the whole afternoon to bake. I also asked sister in law to come along that afternoon to help. Wee..

B has been so excited about his birthday presents. I 've been telling him that I got him nothing because I am broke. Haha.

Work is sooper killing me. Today, I climbed up to the rooftop for six times. I am overseeing a project for a roof garden and the contractors are given only a week to complete it. Poor Bangla workers. They carried 300 bags containing 25kg of substrate! But I didnt care, I want them to complete soon!Real soon!

And for now, I cannot go home because I need the boss to approve some documents and he is stuck in the meeting and I hefta to wait for him to sign the papers!


Quote of the day,

We loved with a love that was more than love. ~Edgar Allan Poe

Thursday

I spoke to B during our dinner at Billy’s (will comment on the food on my next para). At the moment, he is not interested with the idea of ‘moving’ to another country. With reservist and other commitments, I think we got to drop the opportunity.Anyway, he gave me a whole lot of nag and more nag about me being egoist, emotional, etc…Oh. He, who always give me the strength.

And now, the food at Billy’s is so disappointing unlike the previous occasion that I was there! The only food that I still love is their cheese fries and their milk shake. And the worse part is, I vomited. B got disgusted and I laughed my heart out. Haha. What a waste of money. B paid close to 100 bucks for the dinner and the food was so-so. He had nachos which we believe the serving at Harry’s is much better. We planned not to make a comeback. No more. Ish.

Last night, we walked and walked to nowhere and ended up in Funan Centre. We got our dietary supplements at GNC and after which we walked and walked to the busstop. What a day. I got home, saw HorFun which Mum prepared. No leftover for me. I took a shower and went to sleep. Woke up this morning, while going to the toilet, I saw Mum was packing a full meal for sister. Came out of the toilet, nothing for me. Went to the room, get ready, then prepare two slices of bread with peanut butter and off to work.

Quote of the day,

Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Demand

Yesterday, I took a pamphlet from a prolly aged man while walking towards Clarke Quay Mrt. After reading it, I thought it was useful and brought it home. I read up the website which is given in the pamphlet and now I though of giving it a try! Hehe.

Migrate to Australia

I am not serious about it but I thought it would be good if I got the chance to work and gain some experience. It would be a risk and needs lot of effort in looking for a right job. Another issue is that to find a job not only for myself but for B too. I haven’t spoke to him yet but will have to find out more.


I think this is appropriate for B.

Electrical Distribution Tradespersons - Supervisor
Electrical Engineering Associate
Electrical Engineering Technician
Electrical Powerline Tradesperson

Electrician (General)
Electrician (Special Class)

Electricians - Supervisor


And this is for me,

Building Inspector

Building Surveyor
Civil Engineering Associate
Property Manager
Quantity Surveyor

I am not feeling negative or whatsoever. Whatever plans can be only procrastination. I just want to be independent and I don’t want to be accused of being spoon feed. Being the guinea pig. Being the one who go high over heels to please people & in the end, she was shoot right at the head.

Quote of the day,

I am not afraid of storms for I am learning how to sail my ship. ~Louisa May Alcott

B Birthday Prezzie

Sawadee Ka. Sabai Dee Mai.

I am feeling good.So so good. I finally got B's birthday prezzie. Two of them and I hope he likes them. I love you many many B! Now, I am wondering how am I suppose to go back home taking the train with alot of things to carry. Oh Ya, I forgot to mention. I went groceries shopping too! Craving for home-made potato salad la. Yummy.

Quote of the day,

What I need to live has been given to me by the earth. Why I need to live has been given to me by you. ~Author Unknown

Sawadee Ka

What a Monday. The piles and piles of contract documents are killing me. Grr..

I havent decide on what to get for B's birthday prezzie! I gotta choose either a wallet or a new pair of shoes. Or shall I get both? No party because everything suppose to be sweet and simple. Maybe a dinner at Lau Pa Sat as requested by him. And after which we would prolly just sit by the beach and look at the beautiful dark sky. Hurhur.

Didnt I tell you that our flight to Phuket is booked? I managed to book the hotel room too. It may not be a 5 star hotel but I am pretty sure we would enjoy our stay there. Afterall, the best part is, I could claim 100% for our flight and hotel. That is the best. Be it budget airline or not-so-classy hotel, we are excited for our adventurous trip! khakha.

I have got nothing else to say. I really hope tomorrow is just as great as yesterday. I am living my life to the fullest. The only person that I gotta please is me,myself and I and not anyone else. And you B.

la-gon.....lao jer gun

Quote of the day,

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author Unknown

Screwed

I had a screwed weekend. I was involved in a very big argument with Mum. I couldnt endure it anymore and said things which are not supposed to be said. No matter how hard I try to please everyone, help around to do things, I would always be blame for everything. Never would I forget for the rest of my life. Never. Anyway, I love you, Mum.

Oh. I went shopping just now to get prezzies for A&A birthday party next week. Got them polo shirts from GAP. I was thinking to get one for B but he wants something else for his birthday. Both me and B was looking high and low for my wedding heels and finally found a particular shop with alot of bling bling heels. Haha. I was asked to get one silver,one gold/champagne and one black. Since I got lots of black heels, I didnt bother to look for one because afterall, for that two days, not necessary to spent so much. I must thank the salesgirl because she was so helpful .(or maybe we are the only customer, and she was too happy to assist us). I tried almost 20 pairs of heels and finally got 2 pairs. And it cost me only $88.80. One is only 20 smackeroos. It was from the display set and looks not so new. Since I love it, I dont care if its a display set or whatever. 20 smackeroos and wadya to expect. khekhe. The other one is silver with alil bit of bling bling. Heels done and it is so within my budget.

Next item would be a bed and a new dressing table!

Quote of the day,

A daughter may outgrow your lap, but she will never outgrow your heart. ~Author Unknown

I smell the sea,sand and sun.

We are going to Phuket for our getaway after the wedding! I strictly will not consider it as honeymoon because I always wanted at most a one or two week honeymoon. ( Dream on la hor)
B wants to go to Genting Highland, but I dun want to....Heh! I am going to book the flight tickets tommorrow! Yeah again! Phuket, Here we come!!

Anyway, Mum told me Aunt is baking/making the wedding cupcakes for me. I havent got the chance to talk to her yet but will do so soon. Thank You Aunt. I really appreciate that.. I think it is too boring to talk about the wedding. Almost everything is planned. It is a matter how perfect it will be. I would be glad if everything goes 100% my way. Kak R from dot dot wedding services came yesterday to survery my void deck and I think I will just settled with whatever I planned earlier on. No point paying another 1-triple 0 bucks for wanting the dias to be outdoor.

Aiya. I am tinking about the trip....

I really thought everything is exciting and adventurous! We are planning to go for ATV tours and many more! Crazy isnt it.I want to do this with him! I want!


Quote of the day,

Love is what you've been through with somebody. ~James Thurber, quoted in Life magazine, 1960

I HATE MONDAYS

Teehee. As usual, Monday is a very very stupid day for me. I got a bad diarrhoea. It might be due to the junk foods that I ate yesterday. Haha. We had so many balloons where the kids swim in it in my room. haha.

Was planning to buy wedding heels. I dont see why I should buy those expensive ones because it is so not worth my money to get something that would end up on my feet. A friend got herself a wedding heels which cost her 600 buckeroos! I would rather save that money to get new gadgets! heh!

Quote of the day

With money you can buy almost everything. However, with money, you cant buy love.

Outfits

I promised myself that I would post something everyday. Grr. I cant find the time. Work is taking up so much of my time. Haiya.

So......B and me went to the bridal shop yesterday to choose the outfit. 9 outfits to choose and I went bonkers. We took almost 3 and half hour.I was too tired of trying and I ended up choosing the stupidest outfit for the last two. haha. Anyway, we settled for these,

Nikah

Me:White Kebaya. (Chose something not revealing, as requested by Mum)
Him: White Baju Kurung with White Songkok and white samping. (hmmm, I think white chapal is matching, heh!)

Berinai

There would be prolly no berinai thingy. Berinai is.........alaa..Yang tabur tabur kat muka pengantin tu.If there is no berinai, we shall just take pictures la hor.

Me:Red lacey A-go-go top with matching skirt(HAHAHHAHHAH!!!)
Him: Black Baju kurung with red Samping and I guess with red songkok.

Sanding

Me: A very simple songket. Not a kebaya but I dont know how to describe it. Since it is simple, instead of a modern hairstyle, I wanted sangguls! Still considering la.
Him: Matching songket.

Bertandang

Me: Lacey gown with tube. (this one would be a little bit revealing la but please la, for this one day only)
Him: Modern Coat (I already warned him to get proper shoes)

Studio Shot
1.Javanese Style. ( I manage to get B to agree!)
2.White Wedding Gown
3.Lacey Kebaya
4.Arab Style (hahahhaha, this is stupid)
5.Indian Style(hahhaha, again this is also stupid)

It gonna be fun. I knew it.

Quote of the day,

Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. ~Robert Heinlein

Work

Work is hell but I am glad that it is middle of the week. I've been working late for the past weeks. Never got the chance to go back at 6 sharp. Bleargh.

Quote of the day,

Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endureth his torments willingly. ~Proverb

10th

Happy Anniversary Sayang.


Quote of the day,

Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that. ~Michael Leunig

I am so loving it.

Quote of the day,

Be yourself and live life the fullest.

I am doing it!

I've just launched www.blackcloset.multiply.com

I feel good about it. I don't trust anyone else to be my partner except for myself. Hehe. B would be my shareholder la hor. Haha. I hope to receive good respond from people. Insya Allah. There is nothing to lose. I gotta to try it. I cannot sit and wait. This is what I want to do. When playing a game, there is always a winner and a loser. It applies to starting up a business too. Its either you gain or you lose.

I only hope for the best.

Thank you B. You, who always put me first. I love you.

Quote of the day,

For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
~Rosemonde Gerard

To do or not to do

I spent the whole afternoon baking brownies. Khekhe. I am charging the customer for the delivery charges too. Macam faham eh. Afterall, B is the only person who has been encouraging. I bet he could be my sales/marketing manager. This morning, while talking to him, he kept mentioning about quality....freshly bake...etc etc...Hmm...Dulu berangan nak jadi marketing officer kot..

I was thinking to start a business selling women's apparel. But I fear that it would not be successful. Maybe I should start selling at pushcarts or flea market. I need some money for a start. But I need the money for Project X. Maybe I should wait. Wait till? No idea.

I am waiting for a miracle.

Thank you so much B. You, who never fail to cheer me up. I love you.

Quote of the day,

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world. ~Author Unknown

Surprise!

I am cracking my head on what prezzie I should get for B 's upcoming birthday in March. Getting him a helmet is not what that he need since he got quite a number of them. Giving him a surprise would be hell for me because for all the years, all my plan back fired. Haha. The only succeeded plan was the first year we date each other, whereby I managed to get hold of his good friends. Oh. How time flies.

For this year, I thought of making it short,simple and sweet for him.

Quote of the day,

I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone. ~Javan

Datelines

Work is hell with all the stupid datelines. All for the money. Alhamdulilah. I got 4 orders for my brownies. Heh!

Quote of the day,

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen

Wedding Affairs

Wedding Affairs called me up earlier on. They asked when we are going down to choose the baju. I answered them, Friday the 13th! hurhur. B still refuse to wear Javanese style for our studio shots. I give in then.

Anyway,Work is killing me softly! haha.

Quote of the Day,

The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. ~Mother Teresa

Gyming

I almost cry when i got back to office and saw the pile up of files and document on my desk. You see, yesterday, I was at site for the whole day and didnt get the chance to go back to main office. I took almost half a day to clear everything and not to forget to attend to two meeting. Wow. Macam supeerwomen gitu.

As usual, everyone miss me. hurhur.

Mum packed rice with rendang for me. I didnt eat the packed food because I skip lunch. Ehem ehem. I followed a friend to a gym and haha...I hit the threadmill. Mua haha. I gotta to lose the sooper extra fats on my belly.

I am now so hungry because I had a moderate breakfast which consist of two piece of bread and a glass of soya bean. And now, the stomach is making so much 'noise'. Bleargh.

MC

I am back to work after 10 full days of MC. You can imagine the morning sickness I had to suffer when Mum woke me up. Bleargh

Anyway,its 138 days to my wedding. I am still preparing and more preparing. I believe the most important thing to prepare is the life after the wedding? Am I prepared to be wife? I hope so. Define wife. Anyone?

Haiz.My room are in such a mess that I could not endure it anymore. The carton boxes of the wedding gifts are stacked in a corner of my room. And mess,mess messy everywhere. The flowers and other things for my hantarans are also in boxes. Argh. I cannot count how many boxes. There are alot of them. Or maybe I am plainly lazy to count them. My room is in a terrible state. To sleep with cartons of boxes for months? I am doing this for the wedding. The two bloody days of my life.

After months,I settled the hantarans. I spoke to Cousin's wife, Kak L already. She will do up the basic skeleton of the 'cage' for me. And I would do up and finish everything else myself or maybe asked Cik Z to help. Oh well, I am a next door girl who cannot afford a wedding planner so I strive and work hard to plan for my own wedding. How I wish...................To save money, I would prolly do up my own cupcakes. I wouldnt want to spent 4oo bucks for just a 3 tiers wedding cupcakes. No No.That 400 bucks would be good if I use it on a new phone. I need them. So the cuppies would decorated with black icing and errmmm, I still donnoe what to put for the topping. Anyway, I must thank Cik Z in advance for helping. Nothing can repay her kindness towards me and the family. Heh.

Family has been great. I demanded brother, brother in law and future brother in law to wear black. And for Mum and sisters, they hefta to wear brown or gold? Up to them actually. I would love if they wear black. Heh! But it gotta be hot for them eh. Aunties and Uncles had been asking of the colour, since I am not sponsoring, any colour also can la hor. But if you all want to wear gold or black, then lagi ok! It is not a must tho.Enough of the wedding. I will sound like a bridezilla soon.

Anyhoots,Yan, my ex colleague cum my good buddy cum good advisor came to visit me just now! I miss the old good times in SBS transit. And goodness me, I miss the boys!! Kekhe....I miss miss them!.

A New Beginning....Soon..

Needless to say. This blog is all about Project X -The journey of love with the one that I love.

From now on, I would rants everything about me,me and me in here and maybe a lil bit about him.
The other blog has been officially close due to uncivilised people. ***evil grins***

Please come back soon aite.